Frustrated!!! & Appreciate....

I JUST HATE THE WAY IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY AM I WORKING IT THAT KIND OF PLACE?!!!!

WORKING ALL DAY AND ALL I GET IS "YOUR" COMPLAINT?!!!

WHO AND WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM!!!

YOU THINK THAT I WANNA WORK IN THAT GODDAMN PLACE?!

I AM VERY SICK AND TIRED OF IT!!!!!

WASTING MONEY ON ME?!!!!

I'LL SHOW YOU THAT YOU ARE 100% WRONG!!!!

AND YOU WIL 100% REGRET IT!!!

Now I do know "how" to appreciate the chances that are given by people...

I think GOD still loves me,

cares for me...

I understand that chances are actually given by GOD,

and not from human beings,

but I still wanna thank you...

Thank You...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

Confused~~~

It's been a while...

I've come through a lot...

So many things to do, so little...

People use to said that:

"Appreciate what you got now, and make use of it."

I don't agree with it...

IF you doesn't like the things you'r doing now,

HOW CAN YOU APPRECIATE IT???!!!

People always think positive,

but it makes the other person thinks negative...

All I wanna say is that,

think what you want to do,

instead of thinking of a "way" to "APRECIATE" it...

I have to say it to myself...

I'm really confused...

SHOULD I or SHOULDN'T I....